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It's been a long time. A really long time. It feels like a whole life could fit in the gap from then and now but things don't change much.
I'm still dealing with even more in my life. The bricks keep getting laid, but they're crooked and jagged and waiting to topple. I keep picking them up just before, but I know they'll fall soon.
The pressure is getting to me. School, work, family, friends, life. The only constant I have is my music. It keeps piling up too. Album upon album of comforting melodies. Some comfort in ways that depress while others hold as a great morning pick-me-up.
I missed my writing, I hope to keep it going again as another constant in my life. We shall see what happens.

The End.

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i've made it a mission to have good times before my vacation. it's gone pretty well. i know once i come back, my fantasy summer will be gone and it will be covered in employment of some sort. i leave pretty soon and will be blogging no more til i get back (unless i use the timed blogger posts which sounds really cool.) ok. so here i go, from the intro to a story or something out of my mind.

a while ago i thought i this idea. one that's been on my mind for a while. it seems to me we hide true emotions very well. they can crawl to the back of our minds and be frozen in time until the next conveinent moment to let it out. we are actors all playing our roles in work, in classes, in hangouts, in nights out, in dates, and sometimes even when we are alone. there are so many parts to learn about ourselves that can take years to unravel and discover. true emotions can be so hidden the come out in artistic and true moments of our subconscious abilities.
what i'm getting with this is the fact that we only show what we choose to the world. we wear masks like Hexadecimal from the show Reboot but unlike hers, ours tend to hide our true face of emotions.
So i ask, if we all wore masks to show our true emotions, how many of us would be wearing a smile?
The End