It's a hard time here. I have bad news all around me and it's getting to me. The problem with that is that I'm so good at hiding everything that's affecting that no one knows. To some that would be perfect. To me, it makes me wonder why I do it? Why do I hide something so close to me? Another thing that gets to me, how come no one can tell? I need someone to know what I'm going through, someone that can tell straight away. I need someone I don't hesitate to speak to where it doesn't matter where or when I do it. Of course, at this moment I'm even hiding the news to a sibling or two so that they can enjoy their evening at prom. Thats however, it out of protectiong for them, not me. I don't think I need all the protecting I guard myself with, but who knows? I;ve come accustomed to my walls. Could I ever break them down?
The End.
A bit of Me...
- sweetdarlin
- I am:
Friend. Sister. Cousin. Daughter. Student. Barista. Crafter.
Consumer of coffee, music, television, movies, apple.
Appreciative of artistic melodies, visual experiences, individuals, unique characters.
1 comment:
Believe it or not I can relate to what your talking about. I too can hide how I truly feel, but I would think it would be perfect tho. I would the reason why people like us hide who we feel is to protected ourself from the world. As for why no one can tell is because they can see or notice it. For me anyway I was always good at noticing these kind of things, but when I was have my hard time no one really notice, and that because i had a very strong wall up, and finding someone that know what your going through is not easy until you find someone that you can open up to and tell that person what going on around you. and if you want i can be that person. I mean i know that we don't live near each other but I can still be hear for you.
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